Why you should take N385

This class makes you realize that you are who you are, and nobody can be you.You can’t be someone else either. It is not easy to realize that, and Beth did a great job sening this message out.

Identity

In my project, I cooked for the whole class while dressing up. I dress-up and cook because I want to show that I might be doing something that I love, but it mights not mean that I am comfortable with who I am. However, I completed my cooking regardless. So the hidden message is that I want to be identitied as someone who always do great on what she does. As I have expressed in the class, I am not sure what I want, but I have determined that I will do my best in everything I do. I am who I made of.

I am sorry the noddle was a bit too spicy. I will post the recipe later on beacuse I am off to Califonia. Have a good summer everyone!!!

Blissfully walking

I made dinner for Becca and I, and we went to Canal for a walk. I am had a great time going for a walk, but I am not sure how I feel about it. Lately, I have a lot of free time in hand, so I feel indifferent about relaxing and being peaceful. I don’t know.

Anyhow, for my identity assignment, I think I am going to create two personalities of mine: the expected personality and the personality which represent me, that what I think at least.

Fun?

I know we are suppose something fun, but I am not sure what to post because too many things are going on in my life right now and I don’t have enough room for fun. I know we have to make room for fun, but to be honest, I am not even sure what is fun anymore. I feel like I do things because I am incline to do it. So I am so sure about fun, but it would be fun to go on a long vacation by the beach.

Say what you need to say

I am lucky to be in a classroom where all the students are knowledgeable and know what they are doing and saying. We need to live in a free world where there are no rules and see what happen.

Breaking Rules

Rule to me is something that keep me on my toes, and not get into trouble. With that being said, I have not break any rules that would get me into big trouble. As far as I am concern, I want to stay out of trouble if I can because the consequence is not worth it. For example, I am not 21 yet, almost tho, so when I go to parties and social gathering, I don’t drink. It is not because I am trying to be cool, it just that what if a cop caught me while I am drinking, and I’ll get arrested or I will have to pay fine because I am underage. So when I think about the consequences, it does not worth of my time or energy.

However, I move out of my parent house recently, and to my people, the community, it is breaking the invisible rule. My parents are not thrill, but they are Ok with it. I know there are be negative and positive follow up by doing so. So far, the two big consequences is that: first, I can’t bring the guy I am dating to my friends and family because they will think that I am moving in with him. Oh yeah, he is not Asian so go figure. Second, people are looking down on my parents, at least they try to. My mom used to be a pastor so I am sure you can figure out the rest.

On the other hand, I am very happy I moved out because this is the very first decision I made it on my own, and I am enjoying it.

Class thoughts

I think we had a great discussion in class today, and most of what we talked about was rules and consequences so I don’t see the connection between the effect experiment and this discussion. Also, in my last effect experiment, I was not being creative. I was just simply stating what I believe, so there is no need to be more creative. I don’t think I would redo my effect experiment because my believe is the still the same. Plus, I think my creativity is disappear when I hear and see the word create because I feel like I have come up with something brilliant. I think I have ideas for a lot of things, but I don’t see myself as a creative person. So every time you say creative, I don’t feel fit. Like you said in the classroom, I do a good job in what i suppose to do, but I don’t care too much about what I do. So I don’t think I am original. I feel like my creativity and originality will come out once I finished school.

Have an original day!

Faces of an egg

We are who we want to be, but one thing truth is that everybody has a good heart deep down.
Have a good day.

Expectations of NEWM N385

My impression after attending the first class was that this class is for people who want to in-touch with their creativity side. Therefore, by the end of the class I want to be able to bring out my creativity on things I do. I feel like we are living in theory in this century. Everything is already formulated, and there isn’t room for being a unique creative person. If a person try to be creative and try something, the road seem to be harder, and there are people who are ready to criticize. So I hope I’ll be able to think the way I intend to think by the end of this class.